My World

 
 
 

Silently sitting on the edge of my bed
Staring at everything and nothing all at once
Whirlwinds of ideas and thoughts fly through my head
Starting at the sound of a dog barking I try and remember
Remember what I was thinking? Relive the past?
No, I had done that too many times before
I had been dreaming. Dreaming of the world.
My World.
I look at my humble pieces of furniture and plan
I collect my wits and imagine a future job
Anything will do, as long as there's enough pay
Smiling I think of a man I had been chatting with lately.
John. Yes, he seemed almost too perfect
We carry on like anyday we'll meet and live happily ever after.
Ahhh.. happiness. The core of the soul.
The one thing we strive towards in Life.
Tragedies and trauma only interfere slightly
There's always a way. The Way. And happiness is it.
Lessons learned so we may move towards a common goal.
And everyone has the same one.
Its competition in my World. Battles to be won.
Things to overcome.
Victories to celebrate.
In time, all these will come together.
As I once heard it cleverly spoken:
Love will Prevail.
Yes, I know it will.
Smiling I look outside at the sun illuminating the disappearing snow.
Fair weather is in store.
All this, you will see, will come together.

 
 

By Lisa "Tressie" Stevens
February 15, 1999

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