Depression

Swallowed whole by bitterness
Tears have yet to fall
Wanting to cry in the night
No one by my side
No strength to move
And none to care
The need to release
Yet none will come
As sullen as I am
The need to be held
And just be held
Longing for that touch
But only scoffs
And shitty grins
Are open to my eyes
Content to be silent
Emotionless and free
But who’s ever free?
An empty soul is all I own
Is all I even feel
Shattered hopeless
Fallen prey
Pick apart my pieces
Whats mine is yours
Whats yours is yours
I own nothing
Don’t even want to
Just close the door
And leave me be
You might befall the same
I love you more than
Life itself
Don’t want you to see me
Like I am now