Eternal Hell

I see my life as a living hell

The madness only I know so well

My only escape is masochism

But still I turn to Paganism

My cats are my only true friends

But if things keep up, they may see my end

I seek the Gods, with whom I may confide

But it appears they are not on my side

Why this is, I'll never know

But the pain inside, it hurts me so

I cannot stop things, as things can never change

It puzzles me--I feel so strange

It warps me--I become derange

The only thing I ask is "Why?"

End me now--It ends when I die

The only thing I need is love

Nothing works the same

You've had your fun; I get the point

Please end this awful game

And if it ends, one thing is true

So ends each day I rue

The spirit of my heart, it casts no blame

Burning forever like an eternal flame

Living on in all mankind

Leaving nothingness and emptiness in my life behind

Though the torment may never cease,

I will never rest in peace

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