"It's not worth the pain" By EMHamiltonHere hand over my heart, I think I can carry on, I know I’ll find my way.I'll keep that memory of you and me, the way it used to be. With all my love for you. I can find a way to move on, carry on without you. I just have to learn to keep you only in my memory. Make sure you treat the others well, not like you did me!!! I know that I can cope without you beside me, I just close my eyes and there you are. Thousands of empty miles is what we need, if not I don't think I could ever leave. I wanted to give you so much yet I know that I shouldn't now, its changed, we've changed its time to move on. Please you know this is the best, can you not see it???, this will be the best for me. FOR ME!!!!!!! As I close my eyes I can see myself there with you as I used to be, as my heart skips its beat will you not let me leave??? Before I was willing to walk the earth and back again just for you....... just for you, but I know now that was never, never true. Forgive yourself, I know that I can and I have learnt that my heart will heal, all in time. The greatest gift that you could have given me was to stand by me and forever, but not even you could achieve that. see it wasn't meant to be!!!!!!Here hand over my heart you’ll find your way.My broken soul is the only thing that I associate with you, I can't give back that filled with such grieving pain, all caused by you,I’ve found the truth, I have just stopped loving you.I'm trying to get stronger trying to keep away from this damn agony. So goodbye my sweet love, I have come to say its over.
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